it never come across my mind

last unit...

2009-05-25T09:59:00.005+08:00

this is also another unit on 6th floor,

but renting at 1800 due to the location.

ppl prefer this side.

master bedroom...
master bedroom...
common room...

this is another room...

can be a living room as well, depending on preference!!

kitchen... can request a dinning if want...

toilet.. only 1 in the house...

the other side of the toilet!!

same building in balestier, 4th unit

2009-05-25T09:42:00.002+08:00

morning=))

this is a level 6 unit in the same building...

the conditions of other units are all similar...

master bedroom

common room... currently no bed, but they will bring in the bed...

toilet.. same, only 1 toilet in the house...

kitchen...
behind the kitchen~ like a little balcony for washing machine n place to hang clothes!

3rd unit=)

2009-05-25T04:03:00.005+08:00

3rd unit @

262 balestier road... its a apartment, not a condo... meaning, no swimming pool n other facilities. But it is secured!

its an en block project, so, many units in the building.

its a commerical building from level 1 to 3, 2/3 occupied, but most start business on 1st June.

level 4 to 6 are for residential...

only 8 out of the 24 units are occupied for now.

conditions are not very fantastic, its an old building, about 20 years...

This is without agent, about 1.6k to 1.8k depending on which unit you choose.

the sequence of the pictures somehow should start from the back, so please dont mind about it.

this is the back of the kitchen, for place to hang clothes, put washing machine... more of a balcony...

the kitchen, for this unit, there's no stove yet... the owner agree to put up stove if you guys want it=)

the toilet... unfortunately there's only 1 toilet in the house...

cupboard for common room...

the common room! this is a single bed, but if you want, they can provide a queen bed...

the master bedroom... the curtains look dirty... haha...

living room...
living room with 2 armchairs n a coffee table...

yup.. the same...

its not occupied.. so a bit dusty, the feeling wise is not as fantastic... lets look at other units!

2nd unit.. the studio

2009-05-25T03:56:00.005+08:00

2nd unit is still @

City square residence

#21 floor, studio unit...

very small!

not very feasible for 4 to 5 people. like a hotel unit...

asking for 2.5 long term and 3k long term... not worth it!

bedroom with glass door...
living room...
dinning room...

not taking this, but just for reference!

1st unit @ city sq residence

2009-05-25T03:32:00.009+08:00

Hey=) this was the 1st unit i saw. #16 floor. nice view

Address: city square residence in farrer park, near mustafa shopping centre

Renting at 2.8k to 3 k...

But they wanted a 1 year lease. so not possible.

But there is also another unit which is similar to this, possible for a 1 month lease. asking for 2.8 to 3 k.

referred by agent, so need additional agent fee...

masterbedroom toilet. sorry, didnt take the toilet bowl... there's a curtain for the bath room, so no worries!

master bedroom... on 16th floor. nice view, with a bed and a wardrobe...

bed for master bedroom...

cupboard for master bedroom...

common toilet

the living room! the furniture is new.

the kitchen, washing machine at the back!!

there's also another common room. but its filled with construction materials for now.. so, i didn't take it...

2006-06-09T01:27:00.000+08:00

i had unplug nite performance today.. so cool..
n im sally princess.. haha.. so sweet n pretty.. well, i sound so zi lian, but its all fact..( wow.. worse) haha.. n i wore the dress which i made it myself n every1 was lyk wow, so gorgeous!! haha..
not bad la.. anyway, i sang e song "once upon a december" didnt really practice too much, haf a hard time to find my key during e rehearsal, but it turned out 2 b alright..
den theres this 1 guy who is quite cute la, he was watching my performance n im so honoured tt he only video recorded my performance.. haha.. so funny.. he say he gonna put it on Utube.. haha.. NO THANX!!

but quite sad la.. i got no cam now.. cos its spoilt.. argh!! we went swimming ytd.. den take photos.. lyd slipn fall into e pool with my cam.. tts y now my cam is dead.. i send it to repair.. but they onli accept damage not due to water.. so i got to wait until e water evaporate den i go n send.. say its not my fault la..haha but really la, today didnt take photos of princess sally!! haiz..

anyway, i really cant believe tt i will lyk him la.. or its jus a crush.. but i haf been thinkin of him leh.. sigh.. well, he called me sally princess.. haha.. i can call myself tt too.. hmph..
maybe its bcos he is e onli guy i feel comfortable during e rehearsal n such yah.. n we were close once n i knew him well.. there's this guy who is damn freaky, i seriously cant stand him n had been avoiding him lyk siao la.. he's jus too frenly for me la.. n e kind of topic tt he's tokin to me abt its totally not interesting.. n i dun wan to tok to him.. haha.. so boring.. e worst it tt he msg u every now n den.. spare me!!! so today i didnt even go lunch with they all la.. cos he is there.. haha.. instead i went alone. yeah!! n wat i hate most is e kind of stare tt he gif u.. eeeeks.. when i was helpin this gal to do makeup, he is jus staring at me la.. freaky!! so i dun even want o look at him.. den there's another guy, we r quite close la, but i jus got irritated, cos its getting too close.. call me for nth de. irritating, wasting my time.. well, there muz b some limit to how close a guy n me can get la, if i jus take him as a fren.. this is really too much..
so bcos of this, i tend to haf a crush on him, who sang tt song... n he's totally pink la.. hahahahahaha.. i was helpin him to tie tt pink tie.. haha..so funny.. but i did believe we had smth gg on last yr, when we always chat on e phone n gg for meals toget, n he got e kind of eye for me, he's lyk e cctv lor, observing every of my actions.
anyway, i dun lyk e way he touch my face today.. n wat he think he's doing.. haha.. hope he will do well for his exams la.. n not to haf fever so frequent la.. so useless.. always sick.
wats funny was his remark abt my makeup.. i was asking for opinions to check if i look to fierce or not.. den his answer was no, but i find u appealing.. wat e.. haha.. so funny.. haha..
anyway, today last day for my gor to b in spore.. will miss him badly!!
so i noe its getting very late now.. go slp k.. nitez=)

e furthur e better

2006-06-01T01:10:00.000+08:00

Im very pissed.. Rather a mixture of feelings
I ran out of home ytd,
Taking only my bus pass n hand phone n a packet of tissue paper n not forgetting my econs notes…
Im penniless or rather it’s not a must for me to survive on money…
Money is jus a thing to satisfy my lust, desire… im referring to me buying goods.
Ppl often say tt when a woman is feeling low, she will buy a lot of thing. She will jus continue to splurge until she is satisfied… I totally agree on this.
Im also guilty of this act… but in another form
There is smth missing in my life.. n tts love..
I dun have any form of emotional support from family, instead its tons of stress n responsibility for me..
Im seriously tired.. Very tired of all things.
physical connections = mental connections; those responsibilities are meant for ppl of older age n im doing it rite now, tts y im more mature… but I never see it as a bad thing.
Wat I need its jus smth simple.
A warm home
Some1 who care for me, cos my mum dun…
Attentions, am I jus so insignificant?
Hope e fact tt I ran away from home is a wake up call for her.
Being deprived of care n concern, guess only material gds can replace this gap partially
Actually, I had nowhere to go, I went out abt 8.15pm.
Taking only bus pass, I noe I can travel anywhere I wan to… but I was aimless n lonely n scared n cold…
E feeling was really terrible n I was tearing…
I boarded bus 14, initially I wanted to take all e way to bedok n take back, but I know im unfamiliar with e place n would be extremely scared… so I got off at suntect n went to esplanade.
Esplanade was indeed a nice place, I was there e day b4… but obviously it’s a very different feeling.
I headed straight to e roof terrace… e view was fantastic, tall structures, e sea, e breeze, e lightings… so romantic… ironically, I wanted to end there…
But I had no guts
I had no one… I was all-alone…
This feeling of being stranded on a remote island helplessly was not strange to me…
E absence of love…
All alone
Desperate
Silly?
I don’t know…

Im a posh person, even in e midst of running away, my thoughts n feelings r noted down in poem form…

I left home
Out of frustration.
Its cold out there
And yet it seemed warmer.
I have no where to go
Except heading aimlessly or so…
Stress overwhelmed me
Of that simple and carefree life…
Love me
Or leave me,
Don’t question me!
Desperation kills…
Im running…
Far from the place
I call home
30 may 06

2006-05-29T14:33:00.000+08:00

MY CAT

My cat my cat, I love my cat…
Bliss moment with cake yet
Blake as a screaming ape…
Sounds of purrs melt our souls,
While voices from within burns us awhole…
I question my cat, to look for an act
But it was an act, by another cat…
How?
The Cat, who steals my soul without my whole…
Am i not sure of my wondering self?
To end the days of an empty shell…
Let ME set you free
To a land of green…
Still in that hell, when will it be well?
I love my cat, still no react,
Now that i reach, a stage of act,
In front of my cat…

2006-05-28T16:30:00.000+08:00

its mayday

lost in time
feeble, so blind.
tortured
challenged
drained
exhausted emotionally...

tears wet my pillow
who would save my soul
rambbling through the dark
its all who embark
so fierce, it was obvious
but who cares, none was oblivious

in such a state,
im just a mate
having to manipluate..
soon it will be summer,
a season of anticipation
of much hope to come.
still as lost,
waiting for the day,
eventually
there will always be a brighter day!
i hope,
its mayday...

2006-05-26T01:23:00.000+08:00

A lonely night,
Another lonely night.
A lovely day,
Filled with laughter and play.
I'm drinking earl grey
To forget your away...

The grey sky hides our sun
beneath towards a downpour
of relief...
As it floods, there's hardly a
taste so glad...

Who would paint my rainbows bright,
So i have less fright.
My life is pure blue,
Drawing to the shade of dull hue...
Make me feel that im less ill,
In a world of complete still...

Another night, another day,
Its my feelings matter
at the end of the day...

poem titled "depression" is describing the lack of support this person is complaining abt which is e main cause of all these ,misery..
written on 24may06

29 sep

2005-09-29T21:14:00.000+08:00

today my exam day... did 2 language papers in a day.. wan to die le.. haha... hope tmr will be better.

happy national daY!!

2005-08-10T12:18:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday spore!!
i got common test tmr!! i dun lyk sch!! nothing motivate me 2 go sch..sigh
i am sick now!! down with a terrible sore throat, when i swallow slivia, it hurts n my tears will flow out... its really tt bad.. all thanx to long john!! wonder y so many ppl lyk long john, i sick of it already, reminded me of my sec 2 days, always eat long john.. now hate it..
participated in ndp.. so boring, so sianz, no life, partly cos tt i am sick.. but will haf smth in my testimonial..
i very stress!! felt tt i not responsible enough 2 be e president of choir.. tt day, 8 aug, choir didnt go up to e grandstand on time, i very stress!! how can i b so careless? not knowing what time we should go up? its already a small choir, if i cant even lead such a small choir, how can i lead other ppl? its jus smth wrong with my leadership i guess.
dawn of dreams, i am out of modeling, haha, so now i only dance!! how wonderful it is..(sacastic smile) well, its okay, its nothing i can do mah!! who ask me so short.. guessed tt its my only chance to do modeling, but its gone.. anyway, i think i will do a good job for fairy as well.. yup!! now e thing is tt i haf to do up e costumes by 20th.. think can? i guess can la (cross my fingers) so many things to do.. den i never do lots of things.. i got so many committments to juggle..
6th aug, pargoda street, such an entertaining musical!! e whole play was great n e casts were all so cute.. tt day watched fireworks too, was in esplanade..
cos i was in esplanade, den i didnt go for 4s1 gathering, felt bad!! but i rather b in esplanade than go their, my frens not there, i go there extra only..
sunday, 7th aug, went ktv with joseph, xinwei, romeo n agatha.. felt tt i shouldnt b there, so out of place.. most of e songs i DONT know how to sing... very switched off!! after tt watched charlie n e choco factory.. charlie so cute... eat honey sticks while watchin 2 prevent me from slpin.. tt night, i am officially sick..

its a months time..

2005-07-10T13:29:00.000+08:00

wow, really leh, 1 month never update le.. haha.. so long
i so happy.. constantly changing eyecandies, haha... ytd, i bought a salvatore ferragamo perfume, wow, it really smell nice..
next week, busy week.. got 2 tests on tues.. ahhh
still haven read my lit yet.. going to read soon.. haiz!!

2005-06-12T22:59:00.000+08:00

so long never update le... sigh.. life is busy... n i am tired..
i miss belda badly!! den i also miss huzi badly.. haha, not 2 forget abt mindy!!... eh, i dun think i miss clef la, but never see him around!! also miss my eyecandy.. so long neer see le.. haha.. will see him around soon...hopefully la

i went...

2005-05-23T20:27:00.000+08:00

i went to stay in belda's house ytd... we watched a movie n i fell asleep halfway... haha... i was really tired..
den this morning i wake up early n belda was still speeping, so sian.. so i studied my geog n she wake up later at 1 pm... haha, we ate, n watched osaka... osaka is so cute... she is so pretty.. so cute... haha... den of course we played bomberman.. n i never win de, every time belda win de.. dun care, after next week, muz go her house n stayover, den play bomberman... hahaha... i muz win!!!!!!
anyway, i got new eyecandies.. hehe.. e other day i went to harbour front, i saw him.. omg!! he came to tok 2 me... he is very frenly.. i lyk him.. haha, but think he is attached.. so sad.. nvm la, he is still my eyecandy..
den sat, there was this guy... who was from vj.. haha, he is so cute.. so shuai.. haha.. but he is attached.. he got this very cute hamster.. my eyecandy
den sunday, i met this guy, he is good lookin.. we didnt tok, cos got other unnecessary ppl around.. but we kept smiling at each other.. yah..so i think i might see him again..he is my other eyecandy..
haha.. i got a very crazy weekend.. so busy.. den i got 3 tests coming up as well.. die liao.. so many things to do... sigh.. but i still enjoy study.. really!!

blushing.. noe wat crazy thing he did?

2005-05-12T20:23:00.000+08:00

haha.. i onli slept less than 40 min today.. i finished my PI at 5.32am and slept.. wake up at 6.10am... omg.. i can still b so energetic..haha.. cos got him wat..
actually recently we didnt tok much la.. n den kinda of the kind of feeling is gone.. i dun really lyk him sometimes la..haha.. a bit contradicting.. n today.. he's so horrible la.. i met him during break, we were washing hands, den he sprinkle water onto me.. so bad!!! of course i did the same la, but i really dun lyk when e water is on my face.. =( hummmmmp... he is so bad.. den in e morning ah, he also very bad!! we were going onto the bus, so there were no more double seats left, onli 1 seat left la, guess wat!!! he ah, he quickly sit down n den grinned at me.. haha.. so bad..
after sch, he really really did a very crazy thing.. we went to buy food, so as i returned, i looked at my left side, cos he was sitting on e left la.. i didnt see him.. but lucky i didnt comment on where was he.. so i turned to the right.. this is super scary!! he was jus beside me.. n he was bent, his face was jus next to mine.. i jus got super shocked.. omg la.. if i was a bit, a bit nearer, den i might haf accidentically kissed him.. its tt near.. immediately after this, i was blushing.. i could feel that my face was burning hot.. soooo shy!! its really tt bad la.. actually i was quite scared to face him leh, cos of this stupid act.. n y muz he b so childish? hummmmp..
anyway, i went for pc makeup.. ran 6 rounds today, n my timing was 14.22, so sad, stamina decreased so much.. muz train more la..haha.. tues, i had a continual of 2 hr pc.. going 2 die liao la.. hope tmr will b a better day for both him n me.. hehe.. nites.. in need of slp..

e past few days..

2005-05-10T18:30:00.000+08:00

thursday was a fun day!! we went to LT3 after sch.. he made a lot of noises.. hehe.. very noisy.. it reminded me of e last time we were in LT3.. haha, "so romantic"...
oh, i wake up late on friday, n he is e 1st thing tt come to my mind.. sigh, but immediately, i received his msg.. really too late to go 2 sch.. so tt day was my "off day"... although i didnt go sch, but my heart lies in sch.. how i wish i was in sch tt day... but too bad
too free, so i had lunch with belda at harbourfront centre... we ate n chat, all so fun!! den she gave me this postcard.. she wrote abt my eyecandies..haha.. i lyk tt postcard!! den, in e afternoon, i was very bored, so i decided to go to e esplanade n read books.. yup, on e way i went to MPH n found a stupid lame jokes bk n started reading it.. it was so entertaining.. i kept laughing n many ppl stared at me =( in e end i copied down some jokes.. haha, too free le..
esplanade was cold, i was freezing.. at 1st, i was standing n watching e musical on dvd, mdm butterfly.. wow, its was great!! as soon as it ended n i proceeded to e dance floor n read my lit text.. so peaceful n romantic.. for tt 1 hr, i onli read chaper 1, cos i re-read n re-read, i really cannot concentrate... i wish to go there again!! at nite, i went up to e roof terrance.. so beautiful, so cooling, but its a pity tt i went there alone.. but anyway, i haf found 2 romantic places in spore.. hehe..
monday.. i went sch with him.. yeh!! n den i went home with him.. yeh!! haha.. he taught me econs on e bus, wow, he can really b a good teacher!!
today, i went sch with him.. well, crossing e road.. haha, i shall reserve my comments.. haha..

crazy day..

2005-05-04T23:09:00.000+08:00

another stage experience.. choir syf.. haha, so fun, i wasnt scared at all.. i was so confident, n walked with an attitude..hehe..
well, i tot it was still okay, but many of my choir mates were saying tt we sounded sharp.. haha, yah, i jus believe them lor!! so as expected, we got a silver! e prob is tt we r e smallest choir, n with e least guys.. hehe.. i think tt june is brave, n i am very proud of her!! i wan 2 stay in choir, cos she is a good conductor..
i am quite touched, he called me 2 ask abt e choir.. he seemed 2 b concerned, but who noes.. haha.. we jus haf so much 2 tok abt la..
tmr i will go sch wif him n we r going 2 'study' on bus.. n i promise i will not b late.. nites!!

its damn damn damn damn scary..

2005-05-03T21:25:00.000+08:00

today i quite late.. so i called him to wait for me.. well, he did, i kinda of didnt expect tt.. haha.. i enjoy going sch with him.. really!! we slowly stroll to our classes, e 1st thing i get in e morning is a class list which has my name highlighted.. waaaaaaa, wats tt la!! cos i never ever attended any pc, tts y i had 2 go n see some teacher.. sooo anti-climax.. i so happy den tt list make me feel anxious.. sigh..
haha.. tmr syf, today trained so long, my leg is so tired.. haha.. my voice is bad now.. going 2 die liao.. sigh..
on e way home, i was on 198.. den there is this guy who doesnt seem 2 b normal.. he turned back n showed me a small card.. n he wanted to borrow my phone.. my fren alighted n left e poor me 2 deal with him.. he shifted n sat beside me... showing his big palm in front of me.. "phone, pHOne, PHONE.." he kept callin out.. i feel that smth is not quite rite la, so i say my phone got no batt.. we were quite for a moment, actually i didnt dare 2 move at all la, n i was breathing very carefully.. den he pointed at e thing which i was holdin all tt while, my WALLET!! oh no!! he said tt he wanted to take a look.. die!! den i said "actually theres nothin much 2 see de la.." den i cover it with my crescent pull over.. lucky ah.. haha
there was silence!! he was jus beside me la.. all i could think of is some1 to rescue me.. n he is e onli 1 on my mind!!
suffering from a slight voice loss, but den, still okay la..
went 2 sentosa ytd.. so fun!! but didnt really play la.. realised tt sentosa beach is such a romantic place.. haha.. hope 2 go there.. yah..

didnt noe tt i am lyk tt..

2005-05-01T12:53:00.000+08:00

haha.. after doing belda's personality test, onli then i realised tt i am mentally ill.. haha.. but although its not 100% accurate, i find some of it quite true la.. jus look it..

paranoid: high

schizoid: very high

schizotypal: high

antisocial: high

borderline: moderate

histrionic: very high

narcissistic: very high

avoidant: high

dependent: high

obsessive-compulsive: high

sad leh.. am i really lyk tt.. haha.. its hard to cure mental illness.. well, i dun really care la.. jus let nature take its course..

tmr is a holiday n yet i still haf choir practice.. haha.. busy leh.. nvm, i will enjoy myself.. eh, i will stay in choir la, n maybe i will haf a 2nd cca as well.. yah..

haha + pipi =happy.. lala..

stupid n unbelievable

2005-04-28T00:14:00.000+08:00

i really did smth stupid.. in e morning, i missed e bus.. haha.. so unlucky =( den noe wat did i do? i took a taxi 2 chase e bus 198.. haha.. really.. e irony is tt i wasnt late, n yet i took a taxi.. tts totally stupid la.. actually not really also.. i had 2 catch e same bus so tt i can go sch with him.. yah.. lyk tt lor.. haha..
i went down 2 far east to try out my gown... its nice, but sadly too big.. if not, its perfet! it is red colour, n i think it suit me.. too bad, he is out of choir liao...

elated

2005-04-26T23:55:00.000+08:00

i didnt see him today on e mrt.. so was quite depressed.. yah..
after school.. we went home on e same bus, but i didnt sit beside him..we were crappin all e way, somehow i feel e bus journey was shortened..
he had 2 go 2 queensway shoppin centre 2 collect his history book, so we alighted at e same stop..
i ate mac.. with him.. n we walked 2 e bus stop.. chatted n parted..
i went 2 e airport later.. so wats new? haha.. i bought cookies.. yummy!!

grinning from ear 2 ear!!

2005-04-21T20:42:00.000+08:00

i was late ytd!! i went 2 sch with him today.. such a cool day!! i would not forget today la.. we met after school, 2 practice choir? haha, his singin is horrible!! really!! but i enjoyed being with him.. i kept smiling n laughing, i guess tt my frens can not stand me anymore!! well, i shall b early tmr n go sch with him!!

its a kinda of a sad moment right now

2005-04-18T22:40:00.000+08:00

he got sacked from choir syf... so, there's a slim chance for him 2 stay in choir.. den now, i feel so so so sad..
the other eyecandy wan to transfer out of my class.. den i will b sad also.. yah!!

lalala.. laughter of joy

2005-04-17T11:35:00.000+08:00

1st of all..... i joined choir!! yeh!! hahahahahaha..hehe
n i am down for syf which is in 2 weeks time.. STRESS!!
but, e good thing is tt i can see HIM more often... e other day we were chatting.. i really really enjoyed e moment..haha... guess wat? he wanted to b a teacher... a history teacher..
anyway, he withdrawl from council this morning n tts great.. which means he got a higher chance 2 stay in choir la.. he also think of joining eldds, but i will try 2 forbid him.. haha..
really hope he will stay in choir... if not, its meaningless for me..
tmr will b a good day.. yah.. a brand new sally..

happy day.. lucky day..

2005-04-11T18:55:00.000+08:00

its e happiest day in jj.. really.. i wish TIME could stay put n never fly..however tts not possible, n i could only remember this beautiful day in my mind.. n hope in dreams too~
i found my 3rd eyecandy.. haha.. haha.. yah.. he's nice to look at la, but not exactly nice, dunno, never tok 2 him la.. he is in e same GP class as me..yeh..soooooo i love monday.. haha
hehe.. now, 2nd eyecandy.. he is anti-social.. this is wat i dun lyk abt him, but he still got tok 2 me la.. oh, he is in e same grp as me.. so grp work i get 2 see him, yah.. cool.. n hopefully PW we r still in e same grp.. lets jus pray!
lalalalala.. guess wat? i ate lunch with my 1st eyecandy.. lalala.. den we went home on e same bus too.. cool rite.. but something is not rite, there r other ppl around, n tts ah.. anyway, think he is e nicest eyecandy so far.. i will join e cca tt he is in.. yah.. jus feel tt this is e rite day!! wow.. happy=)
i love monday!! n i hope everday is a monday..
oh nearly forget, its smth haha.. dunno how 2 explain how i feel.. i got into talent time semi-finals.. haha.. n now i dunno wat song 2 sing..ahhh
today is significant... is e official launching of my dad's company.. yeh, hope he earn more n i can get more $$ haha..

good at twisting

2005-04-06T23:59:00.000+08:00

so long havent update my blog.. its really a long time..
well, i had been sick.. went to jj orientation camp.. yah, super fun la.. oh ya, at e same time, i got a new eyecandy.. haha.. its jj no1 eyecandy.. but he is a bit gay la.. yah.. quite funny n very frenly..basically a nice guy n a good guy.. hmm.. although its eyecandy but i lyk his character la..yah.. n not appearance la.. e camp is enjoyable n i love jj..
i actually quite sad in my class.. cos we onli haf 17 ppl.. den 4 of them r guys..got 13 gals.. sad.. odd no.. den i feel tt i dun fit anywhere..so sad.. anyway, i got a new eyecandy.. i dunno y.. but jus admire him.. i admire his wit.. his way of seeing things..his analysis, n even he crap, he can sound intellecture 2.. tts so amazing la..
oh belda say i good a twisting.. yah.. but too bad i cant twist my neck.. hehe.. recently i am busy.. hopefully i can adapt 2 jc soon.. yah.. n lastly i will make time 2 meet up with belda, mindy n clef..
lastly, i hope i can b in e same grp as my eyecandy for project work.. haha..

blessed with greetings

2005-03-26T00:19:00.000+08:00

there's still a no. of ppl around 2 wish me a happy birthday.. thanx!!
this is e down time of my life, with those greetings, it warms my heart, made me feel blessed.. but i feel more emotional..
no matter wat.. i will always remember u all..

Around the corner i have a fren

In this great city yet has no end

Yet days go by and weeks rush on

Before i know it, a year is gone

I never see my old fren's face

For life is a swift and terrible race..

*this poem is delicated for all my frens.. treasure ur frens, u will never know wat tmr will brings.. watever u wan 2 do, do it.. if not, sometimes can b too late..

2 e extreme..

2005-03-24T23:24:00.000+08:00

super depressed...
super shocked...
super miserable...
realised i stand a super slim chance.. or maybe alomst equal 2 zero.. but i will never stop trying..
worst of all, cj made me cry...
its e most down time of my life...
its onli 2 days away from my beeday, n yet i felt so bad
anyway.. thanx a lot for those who were with me all e way.. accompany me there, think of ways 2 help me, n encouraged me.. thanx a lot a lot a lot.. n sry tt i am so bad mood these few days..

i regret this very much

2005-03-22T22:59:00.000+08:00

woke up by joseph at 8.05am..

without wear contacts, i logged into my com n went to see my posting results.. its a great disappointment.. i never never ever expect tt i will end up in jj.. its really OMG la.. i think i hate my com.. every time see all e undesirable n shocking results.. aiya.. i expected that i will be in either ny or cj.. but i wanted to go cj more..sigh.. sad.. depressed..

aiya, if i put cj as my 1st choice, den i will save all e trouble.. i can go n haf breakfast with my huzi n go ktv with her already.. its all my fault.. haha.. so sad

went to cj 2 appeal.. e queue was soooooooooooooo long.. i almost faint la.. so hungry also.. so scary.. its in a sea of blue.. yah, all e ij gals la..

i love today

2005-03-20T23:02:00.000+08:00

huzi called me at 0930.. i was still asleep..tts so early la.. i slept for another 5 more min n den i crawled up.. going 2 swimming..
i went out of e house early n so i thought tt i will b early today.. so i waited for e bus for 25 min, den i went up.. but DIE.. never bring my wallet.. so in e end.. expected, i was late again.. sigh
i got sunbrunt!! eh.. painful la.. went 2 play pool with shingyee n huzi later on.. i fell asleep while playing pool.. haha.. halfway, i went out 2 buy food n sneaked e food in.. tt was a scary experience..
anyway, i love today!! so long never see them already.. my old frens
tmr i'm going school... mindy's coming too.. n i very long time never tok 2 belda already.. where r u? come back quickly!!!!!!!!!
lastly.. good nite n haf a good rest...

today's new life

2005-03-18T22:24:00.000+08:00

lalala.. finally got out of home..
had og outing today.. but very pathetic, only 4 ppl went.. tt joseph ar, aiya, didnt turn up.. Anyway, alvin, ros, ho cjuan n me spent "half day" thinking of places to go.. in e end.. finally finally finally we decided 2 go n play pool.. i was same team with ho cjuan for e entire 2 rounds.. 1st round, we lost.. we could haf won! all bcos of his cue la.. not straight.. well, e 2nd round was more smooth sailing.. he went in 3 balls.. haha.. hope he go n train up his pool la.. but still i enjoyed myself.. next time we should ask more ppl 2 go n play.. haha.. more lyk og outing.. haha =)
shall we go 1 day.. belda n mindy? aiya, wait for belda 2 come back 1st la
oh.. ytd, i got 2 choices, either 2 go for my eyecandy or i gif up on him.. so i decided 2 go after him.. but somehow, e god is tellin me not 2 tok 2 him, he went offline e moment i wanted 2 tok 2 him.. not onli so, mindy, joseph n huihui had choosen for me a choice, n tt is 2 forget abt him.. SO, i kept tellin myself tt i dun lyk him.. i dun lyk him.. haha, not sure it worked or not, cos i lyked him for exactly 2 months.. aiya.. dun think its tt easy 2 forget him, but i noe tt time is e best factor 2 forget a person.. haha.. i'll haf 2 carry on wif life.. this is onli a short chapter of my life, i'll haf 2 continue 2 create many more interesting n joyful episodes of my "book"
jus saw e news.. i am depressed.. e ppl in north korea were shot.. life is so unfair.. how could e ppl b so cruel? those r their own ppl!! n also does tt mean tt lives in poor countries r worthless? it really breaks my heart.. :'( i had not been crying for a long long time.. i should treasure my life more, i am so fortunate.. so fortunate!! but theres nothing i can do.. i wish i can free e world..

nothing much

2005-03-17T21:37:00.000+08:00

this holiday is fast.. i did nothing..
e bbq on tuesday is okay la.. did not really eat much, n my stingray is gone.. arrr.. so sad.. but i managed to eat lychee ice cream later, tt saved my day..
no matter wat, i still miss my eyecandy.. really really miss my eyecandy.. so long never see him liao.. dunno tt mindy got help me or not.. haaaaaa
belda.. come back quickly la, i miss u.. actually i miss bomberman.. aiya, both la.. i miss mindy also.. cos i never sew ur things these 2 days.. lala..
maybe this is e last few days which i can slack.. when posting result is out, i decided 2 work hard.. A level is far more impt n tough.. den jia you ba sally..

still.. i will miss monorail train..

2005-03-14T22:27:00.000+08:00

aiya.. tmr ah.. 15 march will b e last day for monorail train 2 operate in sentosa.. sad la.. haven go there 2 take a last look..
i remembered tt last yr, 15 march 2004 was 4S1 de class outing.. we went bowling.. wow, never expect tt a yr later, e same thing happen.. class outing again.. haha..lookin forward 2 tmr..yeh
aiya.. my eyecandy.. haha.. my eyecandy.. last month, 15 feb 2005, i saw my eyecandy, without going 2 school.. its a month liao, time really flies.. hope 2 see him tmr, if not i will b missin him so much la..
mindy, remember 2 help me ask k.. i will thank u wif all my heart n all my soul.. belda, come back quickly.. when u come back ar? i miss bomberman..
huzi, we go n eat ice cream tmr k.. tt lychee de, haha.. mindy u jealous or not?.. =P

i miss...

2005-03-13T23:00:00.000+08:00

days r bored.. e holiday's coming..
i miss belda.. i miss my eyecandy.. i dun miss mindy, cos everyday, every hour, every minutes n every seconds.. i am sewing ur things la.. n i almost go blind.. haha.. not tt serious la..
i expect a fruitful holiday.. having class bbq on tues.. wan 2 watch movie..(hopefully with my eyecandy).. expect 2 go out wif my frens, those long time no see de fren..
I MISS MY EYECANDY.. i really really miss him.. haha..
i miss huzi.. huihui.. den think tts all la.. haha
i also miss crescent.. i think i will miss MI.. but also lookin forward 2 new school.. to end my boring n slacked life.. haha..
lastly.. hopr belda will come back soon, so tt we can play bomberman again..

a day 2 remember

2005-03-10T22:21:00.000+08:00

e moment i opened my eyes.. its 7.06 am.. which means tt i will b late for sch.. obviously... so i get dressed quickly n uh.. rush 2 sch 2 see my eyecandy :) jus reach in time.. lala
belda is so lucky.. she met her eyecandy in canteen n they were sitting opposite each other.. haha.. he even toked 2 her.. so good, i getting jealous.. my eyecandy ah.. i jus pray n hope tt he got tok 2 me lor, we were near n yet far.. sad..
went 2 belda's house again.. ha.. bomberman time again.. getting a bit sick n tired of the game!! today.. i found out osaka's real name, its kasuga.. this is a stone lion.. hehe
met mindy n fren for dinner.. i ate (wow) so much.. really!! today not bad la.. eat quite fast, can consider 2 b 1 of e fastest la..
tmr is e last day of my stay in MI.. this is gonna b sad.. hope tt my eyecandy got go 2 sch.. yah.. i will seriously going 2 miss my eyecandy....

boring day = stay home day

2005-03-09T22:04:00.000+08:00

didnt go sch today.. so can not see eyecandy... so sad :(
so i stayed at home n did some sewing.. i finished my skirt.. wow.. i am really talented..hehe :p i still haf 2 finish a pencil case n some other bags for mindy.. MINDY.. u r so lucky la..
anyway.. i going sch tmr.. decided liao.. make sure belda go also..haha

advance celebration..thank you mindy..belda n clef..n myself for being present in e ceremony!!

2005-03-09T15:15:00.000+08:00

wat a day!!.. i went to sch for 1 hr jus to see my eyecandy onli.. haha.. and i seriously think tts stupid..
i hate 66 n 67.. belda n i got out of sch.. we waited for 66 n were stoning at e bus stop for a good 40 min.. WHERE IS E BUS?? met an accident or turn into a wrong lane? tts wat happened to me in e morning.. e driver of 61 muz b dreamin.. n he followed e bus in front.. arrrr wrong side la, uncle!! well, anyway, we den decided to take 77 to a busstop which has bus 2 go 2 newton..(should decide 40 min ago).. finally 67 came.. yeh!! this is e most enjoyable ride which i ever had.. e driver drive so fast tt we reach long b4 our estimated time..i got bus sick not long after tt.. when i alighted, almost fainted, so giddy, unable to control my legs.. BELDA HELP!!
NOW.. e more interesting part..mindy bought me a cake.. NO.. its mindy, belda n clef bought me a cake..a strawberry cake(yummy).. yeh!! so.. mindy n i went 2 belda's house 1st.. its bomberman time!! fav time of my day!! mindy n i were hysterical on e way e fetch clef.."clef clef clef clef luv yuan jin.. luv yuan jin..luv yuan jin.." is wat we sang all e way.. haha..lunch is.....good?.. anyway.. belda n clef felt lyk bringing 2 children out.. so malu.. but who cares!! mindy n i were fighting abt bomberman vs monopoly.."no.. bomberman..No monopoly.. no..no..no.. bomber..mono.." arrr...."we play bomberman AND monopoly!!" e background speech..
Of cos we played bomberman 1st.. yeh.. bomberman.. mindy n bleda came wif e cake halfway during e game.. i almost died.. "ppl pose.." phototakin in progress.. now wat? oh.. wish..i walked around e table many times to think of a wish..but still i cracked my brain n came up wif 1.. hey!! got nothing 2 do wif eyecandy k.. i realised tt 1 of e candle went off.. muz b cos today i not officially 18 yet.. tts y.. yup.. my cake is yummy!!
Now, mindy's wish is granted.. monopoly time!! i am e ultimate winner..haha..i got 2 railway stations n poor belda dun haf any.. but she got mayfair!! think its either mindy or belda who kept taking away my iron.. RETURN la.. as e game progresses.. it gets bored.. change game!! truth or dare.. haha.. e most interesting dare is clef's.. he had 2 call yuan jin..lalala.. call yuan jin..haha.. we r a bunch of evil ppl!!
Time 2 go home:( n we left belda alone.. haha.. clef played a brillant piece.. e onli thing i see is tt his fingers were in a cleanin motion.. but a harmonious melody is produced at e same time.. wow..wow.. i got no comments.. its jus simply good..
BYE belda..n we ended our trip..i believe we still got chance 2 meet n comtinue our madness..hahahaha
forgot 2 add... e gals drank this afternoon..

2005-03-07T23:29:00.000+08:00

WOW.. such an exciting day!! wondering if belda is still pissed off.. haha.. mindy n i had lychee ice cream..lunch yummy!! guess wat, we r really lucky, n belda's got really sharp eyes.. found $$..hehe..
oh..Another bomerman day.. n i fell asleep playing "e curse of Monkey island".. lastly.."i'm gonna warm my feet".. Osaka n her stone lion..hehe