today's new life

lalala.. finally got out of home..
had og outing today.. but very pathetic, only 4 ppl went.. tt joseph ar, aiya, didnt turn up.. Anyway, alvin, ros, ho cjuan n me spent "half day" thinking of places to go.. in e end.. finally finally finally we decided 2 go n play pool.. i was same team with ho cjuan for e entire 2 rounds.. 1st round, we lost.. we could haf won! all bcos of his cue la.. not straight.. well, e 2nd round was more smooth sailing.. he went in 3 balls.. haha.. hope he go n train up his pool la.. but still i enjoyed myself.. next time we should ask more ppl 2 go n play.. haha.. more lyk og outing.. haha =)
shall we go 1 day.. belda n mindy? aiya, wait for belda 2 come back 1st la
oh.. ytd, i got 2 choices, either 2 go for my eyecandy or i gif up on him.. so i decided 2 go after him.. but somehow, e god is tellin me not 2 tok 2 him, he went offline e moment i wanted 2 tok 2 him.. not onli so, mindy, joseph n huihui had choosen for me a choice, n tt is 2 forget abt him.. SO, i kept tellin myself tt i dun lyk him.. i dun lyk him.. haha, not sure it worked or not, cos i lyked him for exactly 2 months.. aiya.. dun think its tt easy 2 forget him, but i noe tt time is e best factor 2 forget a person.. haha.. i'll haf 2 carry on wif life.. this is onli a short chapter of my life, i'll haf 2 continue 2 create many more interesting n joyful episodes of my "book"
jus saw e news.. i am depressed.. e ppl in north korea were shot.. life is so unfair.. how could e ppl b so cruel? those r their own ppl!! n also does tt mean tt lives in poor countries r worthless? it really breaks my heart.. :'( i had not been crying for a long long time.. i should treasure my life more, i am so fortunate.. so fortunate!! but theres nothing i can do.. i wish i can free e world..