i regret this very much

woke up by joseph at 8.05am..

without wear contacts, i logged into my com n went to see my posting results.. its a great disappointment.. i never never ever expect tt i will end up in jj.. its really OMG la.. i think i hate my com.. every time see all e undesirable n shocking results.. aiya.. i expected that i will be in either ny or cj.. but i wanted to go cj more..sigh.. sad.. depressed..

aiya, if i put cj as my 1st choice, den i will save all e trouble.. i can go n haf breakfast with my huzi n go ktv with her already.. its all my fault.. haha.. so sad

went to cj 2 appeal.. e queue was soooooooooooooo long.. i almost faint la.. so hungry also.. so scary.. its in a sea of blue.. yah, all e ij gals la..