it never come across my mind

Monday, May 23, 2005

i went...

i went to stay in belda's house ytd... we watched a movie n i fell asleep halfway... haha... i was really tired..
den this morning i wake up early n belda was still speeping, so sian.. so i studied my geog n she wake up later at 1 pm... haha, we ate, n watched osaka... osaka is so cute... she is so pretty.. so cute... haha... den of
course we played bomberman.. n i never win de, every time belda win de.. dun care, after next week, muz go her house n stayover, den play bomberman... hahaha... i muz win!!!!!!
anyway, i got new eyecandies.. hehe.. e other day i went to harbour front, i saw him.. omg!! he came to tok 2 me... he is very frenly.. i lyk him.. haha, but think he is attached.. so sad.. nvm la, he is still my eyecandy..
den sat, there was this guy... who was from vj.. haha, he is so cute.. so shuai.. haha.. but he is attached.. he got this very cute hamster.. my eyecandy
den sunday, i met this guy, he is good lookin.. we didnt tok, cos got other unnecessary ppl around.. but we kept smiling at each other.. yah..so i think i might see him again..he is my other eyecandy..
haha.. i got a very crazy weekend.. so busy.. den i got 3 tests coming up as well.. die liao.. so many things to do... sigh.. but i still enjoy study.. really!!

Thursday, May 12, 2005

blushing.. noe wat crazy thing he did?

haha.. i onli slept less than 40 min today.. i finished my PI at 5.32am and slept.. wake up at 6.10am... omg.. i can still b so energetic..haha.. cos got him wat..
actually recently we didnt tok much la.. n den kinda of the kind of feeling is gone.. i dun really lyk him sometimes la..haha.. a bit contradicting.. n today.. he's so horrible la.. i met him during break, we were washing hands, den he sprinkle water onto me.. so bad!!! of course i did the same la, but i really dun lyk when e water is on my face.. =( hummmmmp... he is so bad.. den in e morning ah, he also very bad!! we were going onto the bus, so there were no more double seats left, onli 1 seat left la, guess wat!!! he ah, he quickly sit down n den grinned at me.. haha.. so bad..
after sch, he really really did a very crazy thing.. we went to buy food, so as i returned, i looked at my left side, cos he was sitting on e left la.. i didnt see him.. but lucky i didnt comment on where was he.. so i turned to the right.. this is super scary!! he was jus beside me.. n he was bent, his face was jus next to mine.. i jus got super shocked.. omg la.. if i was a bit, a bit nearer, den i might haf accidentically kissed him.. its tt near.. immediately after this, i was blushing.. i could feel that my face was burning hot.. soooo shy!! its really tt bad la.. actually i was quite scared to face him leh, cos of this stupid act.. n y muz he b so childish? hummmmp..
anyway, i went for pc makeup.. ran 6 rounds today, n my timing was 14.22, so sad, stamina decreased so much.. muz train more la..haha.. tues, i had a continual of 2 hr pc.. going 2 die liao la.. hope tmr will b a better day for both him n me.. hehe.. nites.. in need of slp..

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

e past few days..

thursday was a fun day!! we went to LT3 after sch.. he made a lot of noises.. hehe.. very noisy.. it reminded me of e last time we were in LT3.. haha, "so romantic"...
oh, i wake up late on friday, n he is e 1st thing tt come to my mind.. sigh, but immediately, i received his msg.. really too late to go 2 sch.. so tt day was my "off day"... although i didnt go sch, but my heart lies in sch.. how i wish i was in sch tt day... but too bad
too free, so i had lunch with belda at harbourfront centre... we ate n chat, all so fun!! den she gave me this postcard.. she wrote abt my eyecandies..haha.. i lyk tt postcard!! den, in e afternoon, i was very bored, so i decided to go to e esplanade n read books.. yup, on e way i went to MPH n found a stupid lame jokes bk n started reading it.. it was so entertaining.. i kept laughing n many ppl stared at me =( in e end i copied down some jokes.. haha, too free le..
esplanade was cold, i was freezing.. at 1st, i was standing n watching e musical on dvd, mdm butterfly.. wow, its was great!! as soon as it ended n i proceeded to e dance floor n read my lit text.. so peaceful n romantic.. for tt 1 hr, i onli read chaper 1, cos i re-read n re-read, i really cannot concentrate... i wish to go there again!! at nite, i went up to e roof terrance.. so beautiful, so cooling, but its a pity tt i went there alone.. but anyway, i haf found 2 romantic places in spore.. hehe..
monday.. i went sch with him.. yeh!! n den i went home with him.. yeh!! haha.. he taught me econs on e bus, wow, he can really b a good teacher!!
today, i went sch with him.. well, crossing e road.. haha, i shall reserve my comments.. haha..

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

crazy day..

another stage experience.. choir syf.. haha, so fun, i wasnt scared at all.. i was so confident, n walked with an attitude..hehe..
well, i tot it was still okay, but many of my choir mates were saying tt we sounded sharp.. haha, yah, i jus believe them lor!! so as expected, we got a silver! e prob is tt we r e smallest choir, n with e least guys.. hehe.. i think tt june is brave, n i am very proud of her!! i wan 2 stay in choir, cos she is a good conductor..
i am quite touched, he called me 2 ask abt e choir.. he seemed 2 b concerned, but who noes.. haha.. we jus haf so much 2 tok abt la..
tmr i will go sch wif him n we r going 2 'study' on bus.. n i promise i will not b late.. nites!!

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

its damn damn damn damn scary..

today i quite late.. so i called him to wait for me.. well, he did, i kinda of didnt expect tt.. haha.. i enjoy going sch with him.. really!! we slowly stroll to our classes, e 1st thing i get in e morning is a class list which has my name highlighted.. waaaaaaa, wats tt la!! cos i never ever attended any pc, tts y i had 2 go n see some teacher.. sooo anti-climax.. i so happy den tt list make me feel anxious.. sigh..
haha.. tmr syf, today trained so long, my leg is so tired.. haha.. my
voice is bad now.. going 2 die liao.. sigh..
on e way
home, i was on 198.. den there is this guy who doesnt seem 2 b normal.. he turned back n showed me a small card.. n he wanted to borrow my phone.. my fren alighted n left e poor me 2 deal with him.. he shifted n sat beside me... showing his big palm in front of me.. "phone, pHOne, PHONE.." he kept callin out.. i feel that smth is not quite rite la, so i say my phone got no batt.. we were quite for a moment, actually i didnt dare 2 move at all la, n i was breathing very carefully.. den he pointed at e thing which i was holdin all tt while, my WALLET!! oh no!! he said tt he wanted to take a look.. die!! den i said "actually theres nothin much 2 see de la.." den i cover it with my crescent pull over.. lucky ah.. haha
there was silence!! he was jus beside me la.. all i could think of is some1 to rescue me.. n he is e onli 1 on my mind!!
suffering from a slight
voice loss, but den, still okay la..
went 2 sentosa ytd.. so
fun!! but didnt really play la.. realised tt sentosa beach is such a romantic place.. haha.. hope 2 go there.. yah..

Sunday, May 01, 2005

didnt noe tt i am lyk tt..

haha.. after doing belda's personality test, onli then i realised tt i am mentally ill.. haha.. but although its not 100% accurate, i find some of it quite true la.. jus look it..
paranoid: high
schizoid: very high
schizotypal: high
antisocial: high
borderline: moderate
histrionic: very high
narcissistic: very high
avoidant: high
dependent: high
obsessive-compulsive: high
sad leh.. am i really lyk tt.. haha.. its hard to cure mental illness.. well, i dun really care la.. jus let nature take its course..
tmr is a holiday n yet i still haf choir practice.. haha.. busy leh.. nvm, i will enjoy myself.. eh, i will stay in choir la, n maybe i will haf a 2nd cca as well.. yah..
haha + pipi =happy.. lala..