blessed with greetings

there's still a no. of ppl around 2 wish me a happy birthday.. thanx!!
this is e down time of my life, with those greetings, it warms my heart, made me feel blessed.. but i feel more emotional..
no matter wat.. i will always remember u all..

Around the corner i have a fren

In this great city yet has no end

Yet days go by and weeks rush on

Before i know it, a year is gone

I never see my old fren's face

For life is a swift and terrible race..

*this poem is delicated for all my frens.. treasure ur frens, u will never know wat tmr will brings.. watever u wan 2 do, do it.. if not, sometimes can b too late..

2 e extreme..

super depressed...
super shocked...
super miserable...
realised i stand a super slim chance.. or maybe alomst equal 2 zero.. but i will never stop trying..
worst of all, cj made me cry...
its e most down time of my life...
its onli 2 days away from my beeday, n yet i felt so bad
anyway.. thanx a lot for those who were with me all e way.. accompany me there, think of ways 2 help me, n encouraged me.. thanx a lot a lot a lot.. n sry tt i am so bad mood these few days..

i regret this very much

woke up by joseph at 8.05am..

without wear contacts, i logged into my com n went to see my posting results.. its a great disappointment.. i never never ever expect tt i will end up in jj.. its really OMG la.. i think i hate my com.. every time see all e undesirable n shocking results.. aiya.. i expected that i will be in either ny or cj.. but i wanted to go cj more..sigh.. sad.. depressed..

aiya, if i put cj as my 1st choice, den i will save all e trouble.. i can go n haf breakfast with my huzi n go ktv with her already.. its all my fault.. haha.. so sad

went to cj 2 appeal.. e queue was soooooooooooooo long.. i almost faint la.. so hungry also.. so scary.. its in a sea of blue.. yah, all e ij gals la..

i love today

huzi called me at 0930.. i was still asleep..tts so early la.. i slept for another 5 more min n den i crawled up.. going 2 swimming..
i went out of e house early n so i thought tt i will b early today.. so i waited for e bus for 25 min, den i went up.. but DIE.. never bring my wallet.. so in e end.. expected, i was late again.. sigh
i got sunbrunt!! eh.. painful la.. went 2 play pool with shingyee n huzi later on.. i fell asleep while playing pool.. haha.. halfway, i went out 2 buy food n sneaked e food in.. tt was a scary experience..
anyway, i love today!! so long never see them already.. my old frens
tmr i'm going school... mindy's coming too.. n i very long time never tok 2 belda already.. where r u? come back quickly!!!!!!!!!
lastly.. good nite n haf a good rest...

today's new life

lalala.. finally got out of home..
had og outing today.. but very pathetic, only 4 ppl went.. tt joseph ar, aiya, didnt turn up.. Anyway, alvin, ros, ho cjuan n me spent "half day" thinking of places to go.. in e end.. finally finally finally we decided 2 go n play pool.. i was same team with ho cjuan for e entire 2 rounds.. 1st round, we lost.. we could haf won! all bcos of his cue la.. not straight.. well, e 2nd round was more smooth sailing.. he went in 3 balls.. haha.. hope he go n train up his pool la.. but still i enjoyed myself.. next time we should ask more ppl 2 go n play.. haha.. more lyk og outing.. haha =)
shall we go 1 day.. belda n mindy? aiya, wait for belda 2 come back 1st la
oh.. ytd, i got 2 choices, either 2 go for my eyecandy or i gif up on him.. so i decided 2 go after him.. but somehow, e god is tellin me not 2 tok 2 him, he went offline e moment i wanted 2 tok 2 him.. not onli so, mindy, joseph n huihui had choosen for me a choice, n tt is 2 forget abt him.. SO, i kept tellin myself tt i dun lyk him.. i dun lyk him.. haha, not sure it worked or not, cos i lyked him for exactly 2 months.. aiya.. dun think its tt easy 2 forget him, but i noe tt time is e best factor 2 forget a person.. haha.. i'll haf 2 carry on wif life.. this is onli a short chapter of my life, i'll haf 2 continue 2 create many more interesting n joyful episodes of my "book"
jus saw e news.. i am depressed.. e ppl in north korea were shot.. life is so unfair.. how could e ppl b so cruel? those r their own ppl!! n also does tt mean tt lives in poor countries r worthless? it really breaks my heart.. :'( i had not been crying for a long long time.. i should treasure my life more, i am so fortunate.. so fortunate!! but theres nothing i can do.. i wish i can free e world..

nothing much

this holiday is fast.. i did nothing..
e bbq on tuesday is okay la.. did not really eat much, n my stingray is gone.. arrr.. so sad.. but i managed to eat lychee ice cream later, tt saved my day..
no matter wat, i still miss my eyecandy.. really really miss my eyecandy.. so long never see him liao.. dunno tt mindy got help me or not.. haaaaaa
belda.. come back quickly la, i miss u.. actually i miss bomberman.. aiya, both la.. i miss mindy also.. cos i never sew ur things these 2 days.. lala..
maybe this is e last few days which i can slack.. when posting result is out, i decided 2 work hard.. A level is far more impt n tough.. den jia you ba sally..

still.. i will miss monorail train..

aiya.. tmr ah.. 15 march will b e last day for monorail train 2 operate in sentosa.. sad la.. haven go there 2 take a last look..
i remembered tt last yr, 15 march 2004 was 4S1 de class outing.. we went bowling.. wow, never expect tt a yr later, e same thing happen.. class outing again.. haha..lookin forward 2 tmr..yeh
aiya.. my eyecandy.. haha.. my eyecandy.. last month, 15 feb 2005, i saw my eyecandy, without going 2 school.. its a month liao, time really flies.. hope 2 see him tmr, if not i will b missin him so much la..
mindy, remember 2 help me ask k.. i will thank u wif all my heart n all my soul.. belda, come back quickly.. when u come back ar? i miss bomberman..
huzi, we go n eat ice cream tmr k.. tt lychee de, haha.. mindy u jealous or not?.. =P

i miss...

days r bored.. e holiday's coming..
i miss belda.. i miss my eyecandy.. i dun miss mindy, cos everyday, every hour, every minutes n every seconds.. i am sewing ur things la.. n i almost go blind.. haha.. not tt serious la..
i expect a fruitful holiday.. having class bbq on tues.. wan 2 watch movie..(hopefully with my eyecandy).. expect 2 go out wif my frens, those long time no see de fren..
I MISS MY EYECANDY.. i really really miss him.. haha..
i miss huzi.. huihui.. den think tts all la.. haha
i also miss crescent.. i think i will miss MI.. but also lookin forward 2 new school.. to end my boring n slacked life.. haha..
lastly.. hopr belda will come back soon, so tt we can play bomberman again..

a day 2 remember

e moment i opened my eyes.. its 7.06 am.. which means tt i will b late for sch.. obviously... so i get dressed quickly n uh.. rush 2 sch 2 see my eyecandy :) jus reach in time.. lala
belda is so lucky.. she met her eyecandy in canteen n they were sitting opposite each other.. haha.. he even toked 2 her.. so good, i getting jealous.. my eyecandy ah.. i jus pray n hope tt he got tok 2 me lor, we were near n yet far.. sad..
went 2 belda's house again.. ha.. bomberman time again.. getting a bit sick n tired of the game!! today.. i found out osaka's real name, its kasuga.. this is a stone lion.. hehe
met mindy n fren for dinner.. i ate (wow) so much.. really!! today not bad la.. eat quite fast, can consider 2 b 1 of e fastest la..
tmr is e last day of my stay in MI.. this is gonna b sad.. hope tt my eyecandy got go 2 sch.. yah.. i will seriously going 2 miss my eyecandy....

boring day = stay home day

didnt go sch today.. so can not see eyecandy... so sad :(
so i stayed at home n did some sewing.. i finished my skirt.. wow.. i am really talented..hehe :p i still haf 2 finish a pencil case n some other bags for mindy.. MINDY.. u r so lucky la..
anyway.. i going sch tmr.. decided liao.. make sure belda go also..haha

advance celebration..thank you mindy..belda n clef..n myself for being present in e ceremony!!

wat a day!!.. i went to sch for 1 hr jus to see my eyecandy onli.. haha.. and i seriously think tts stupid..
i hate 66 n 67.. belda n i got out of sch.. we waited for 66 n were stoning at e bus stop for a good 40 min.. WHERE IS E BUS?? met an accident or turn into a wrong lane? tts wat happened to me in e morning.. e driver of 61 muz b dreamin.. n he followed e bus in front.. arrrr wrong side la, uncle!! well, anyway, we den decided to take 77 to a busstop which has bus 2 go 2 newton..(should decide 40 min ago).. finally 67 came.. yeh!! this is e most enjoyable ride which i ever had.. e driver drive so fast tt we reach long b4 our estimated time..i got bus sick not long after tt.. when i alighted, almost fainted, so giddy, unable to control my legs.. BELDA HELP!!
NOW.. e more interesting part..mindy bought me a cake.. NO.. its mindy, belda n clef bought me a cake..a strawberry cake(yummy).. yeh!! so.. mindy n i went 2 belda's house 1st.. its bomberman time!! fav time of my day!! mindy n i were hysterical on e way e fetch clef.."clef clef clef clef luv yuan jin.. luv yuan jin..luv yuan jin.." is wat we sang all e way.. haha..lunch is.....good?.. anyway.. belda n clef felt lyk bringing 2 children out.. so malu.. but who cares!! mindy n i were fighting abt bomberman vs monopoly.."no.. bomberman..No monopoly.. no..no..no.. bomber..mono.." arrr...."we play bomberman AND monopoly!!" e background speech..
Of cos we played bomberman 1st.. yeh.. bomberman.. mindy n bleda came wif e cake halfway during e game.. i almost died.. "ppl pose.." phototakin in progress.. now wat? oh.. wish..i walked around e table many times to think of a wish..but still i cracked my brain n came up wif 1.. hey!! got nothing 2 do wif eyecandy k.. i realised tt 1 of e candle went off.. muz b cos today i not officially 18 yet.. tts y.. yup.. my cake is yummy!!
Now, mindy's wish is granted.. monopoly time!! i am e ultimate winner..haha..i got 2 railway stations n poor belda dun haf any.. but she got mayfair!! think its either mindy or belda who kept taking away my iron.. RETURN la.. as e game progresses.. it gets bored.. change game!! truth or dare.. haha.. e most interesting dare is clef's.. he had 2 call yuan jin..lalala.. call yuan jin..haha.. we r a bunch of evil ppl!!
Time 2 go home:( n we left belda alone.. haha.. clef played a brillant piece.. e onli thing i see is tt his fingers were in a cleanin motion.. but a harmonious melody is produced at e same time.. wow..wow.. i got no comments.. its jus simply good..
BYE belda..n we ended our trip..i believe we still got chance 2 meet n comtinue our madness..hahahaha
forgot 2 add... e gals drank this afternoon..

WOW.. such an exciting day!! wondering if belda is still pissed off.. haha.. mindy n i had lychee ice cream..lunch yummy!! guess wat, we r really lucky, n belda's got really sharp eyes.. found $$..hehe..
oh..Another bomerman day.. n i fell asleep playing "e curse of Monkey island".. lastly.."i'm gonna warm my feet".. Osaka n her stone lion..hehe